Decided?

Wow... its been quite quite a while since i last post anything here. time passed really quick and now its already the end of 2012... end of the world maybe? currently, im kinda feel frustrated and imbalance of all the things happened to me. somehow i thought its karma but i dont think that i did awful things in the past to deserve them... i'm kinda lost with everything and i'm not sure whether each of my decision made is correct. somehow i need help, and thus i'm now kinda resorted myself, less out-going and etc. a lot of things in which i somehow reluctant to say... may God lead me in a true path and show me the way...